Sunday, September 20, 2009

My Princess is in a foul mood and has just gone to bed..

Really sad and disappointed, with nobody but myself..

Why can't i just be there? If only..i was by her side today, not forcing her to do some stupid homework and talking to her, listening to her... just one night..will it kill myself by doing that?

I'm such a jackass feeling like shit now..many "if's" in my head, what for? i did not make her angry, somehow i feel it's my fault, why? Why are some guys just so damn horny and perverted online? Why stalk my Princess? Hope she gets better tomorrow, gonna come up with something to cheer her up. Feeling so down right now..but what can i do? What should i do? So much meanings to this post, so little understanding..

Then again, the best way against revenge is forgivness. Thinking back, a moment of anger may lead to hatred, keeping calm in situations, makes my mind clears up. Shall go sleep now, stop thinking, and do my 100% to cheer my Princess up!

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