My poses kicking up dust

Just back from school after Physics remedial! Having headache from this morning but i survived through school..mentally exhausted and i still have lessons tomorrow..and omg...my phone bills are so high...thought it was unlimited sms and yea....i overspent. So screwed now, mom nagging and having a headache, i should probably go sleep now...but i won't...

And, i seriously have a lot of tuition...it is seriously occupying my days and hours. To adults, its good for me, to me, it sucks. Did a chinese newspaper writing and the topic was about kids overstudying and became mentally ill due to stress from parents,society and school. How true, i think i'm gonna be like this one day..Everyone is telling me, 2 more months, studying hard and after N's you can play..HELL right i can play? My mom is just gonna make me go for MORE tuitions and i have to attend basketball trainings on top of that. The tuitions now are already taking up 5/7 of the week. 2days left? Haha great, shes just gonna ask me to study or whatever, i don't even have the mood to go anywhere already, just getting pushed further.

Always look on a different perspective, thats what we always get from the elders, did they actually look on OUR perspective? Haha no, some, maybe? To them, they can just simply tell us off " 2-3 months more, just do it!" Come on, times have changed, our parents weren't so stressful back at our age and teachers are the studious type of students which are telling us about their experience..Is there actually one teacher that walked the same path we are actually walking and understands or shares it with us? I need someone to tell me that, not some teacher that did not have any acadamic problems like now...

Times have changed..